okay.

and i'm not sure what im waiting around for

all im doing is hurting myself

so whats the point in putting myself through this run around

yes, i cant help my feelings

but i sure as hell can try and stop them from progressing

i think i just look like an idiot right now

to everyone 

but i need to stop trying because this has become ridiculous

all i feel is that this is all my fault

when i know it isn't

i haven't done anything wrong in this situation

so this is it

im not one to quit or give up usually

i hate being a quitter

but this is a dead end obviously

and that is that

moving on starting..now..

i hope